Saturday Morning Ramblings

Its early Saturday morning and im strangely feeling a tad bit nauseated.  I'm not sure if the preg hormones are still at work or if its the medication i'm taking to help prevent infection after the procedure. Oh by the way - i've been calling it "the procedure" but its called a D&C which stands for dilation and curettage (google it :).
I've decided that today is the day to put away my maternity clothes - this does not mean we will not try again but it will be a minute so pray for me in that.

 I'm looking forward to the rest of the day - we are going to the farmers market with some friends and i plan to get a pumpkin - we never get a pumpkin - but i'm super excited. It will be good to get out the house. I'm also thinking i'm going to make my birthday cake - i always do - its kinda like my birthday tradition but even before the miscarriage I really wasn't in the mood. But i think i am today.

BTW - my birthday is Tuesday and i will be 33!  Hey family if you happen to be reading this post and you are maybe wondering what to get me (wink wink) Target gift cards will do just fine - I'm saving up for a big purchase that begins with an "I" and ends with a "pad" :).  Why Target - long story.

Anyhoo, it feels good to make jokes and laugh even in a post on this blog - i hope you are smiling with me.  Another reason to smile this morn - As i write this post my lil dude is playing with his train set and he is talking up a storm - i have no idea what the boy is saying cause all the words don't come out in complete sentences or thoughts but it still makes me smile.

Well, guess i should go - the nausea is getting worse - so should probably lay down.  Continue to pray that i keep smiling (and crying when need to). Hope to post pics of our day out and the bday cake if it happens :).

Love yall to pieces